http://ephemerons.com Every day presses a different note, and strums a new chord. Tue, 28 Oct 2008 15:44:50 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en Movies are made to be a representation of real life. In my experience, it accomplishes this only by molding reality. So much of our desires and notions come from what seems to look good and work only in movies. This is especially true when it comes to romance. I ... http://ephemerons.com/2008/09/03/this-aint-a-surfin-movie/ I wanna stand up, I wanna let go You know, you know. No you don't, you don't I wanna shine on in the hearts of men I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand Time is said to be the ultimate equalizer. On a long enough timeline anything is possible, ... http://ephemerons.com/2008/08/23/all-these-things-that-ive-done/ Tonight I'm tangled in my blanket of clouds. Dreaming Aloud. Things just wont do without you, matter of fact. I'm on your back. If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you. Letting go of something is among the hardest (read: “heart”est) things one can do. Whether it is a possession, dream, hope, or ... http://ephemerons.com/2008/08/17/walking-after-you/ These are my heart songs They never feel wrong And when I wake for goodness sake These are the songs I keep singing My strongest emotions are tied to music. Those whom I call friends already know this. Those that actually read this wandering, less than idealistic record of uninspired thoughts, may ... http://ephemerons.com/2008/08/05/heart-songs/ Tell her what was wrong I sometimes think to much But say nothing at all Sometimes it is not easy to say what needs to be said. Most of the time if the words are hard to find, it is probably for the best. This prevents me from needing to remove ... http://ephemerons.com/2008/07/27/tell-her-this/ Vows are spoken to be broken. Feelings are intense. Words are trivial. Pleasures remain. So does the pain. The move to the new house is near completion.  Most of my life's belongings are unpacked and placed at their arbitrarily decided new location, where they will remain until I decide to move again and ... http://ephemerons.com/2008/07/24/enjoy-the-silence/ Having a crush on someone feels exactly like it felt as a kid the night before a trip to Disneyland.  Excitement. Anticipation. Overload. I can't believe that after all of these years, I still get butterflies in my stomach when trying to talk to someone that I think I may "like".  ... http://ephemerons.com/2008/07/12/crash-into-me/ First, I want to thank everyone for your prayers and good thoughts during my surgery and recovery.  It was not an easy experience for me.  My time in the hospital following the surgery was especially rough.  My adorable mom came and took care of me during the week following being ... http://ephemerons.com/2008/05/17/where-would-i-be/ On Thursday I undergo surgery. It is a fairly common operation, however I am at high risk. I am nervous about having this procedure done, despite the fact that it will change my life forever in a positive way. Even though it is possible that gastric bypass ... http://ephemerons.com/2008/04/29/love-me-dead/ The world has turned and left me here Just where I was before you appeared. And in your place an empty space Has filled the void behind my face. People come and go in your life. The types of people who make a tremendous impact on your life are usually the ones that ... http://ephemerons.com/2008/01/14/the-world-has-turned-and-left-me-here/